It’s my birthday week and I am feeling so full of love and excitement for my next trip around the sun! I haven’t always felt this way about birthdays, so the gratitude I have for being in a place where I feel nothing but hope, excitement and joy for what is to come is not something I am taking for granted.
In the past I often had really complex feelings around my birthday. I wanted to celebrate but I also felt sad and frustrated. I wasn’t sure why I existed nor did I feel that my life was worth all the trouble. Do you know what I mean? If you have had experiences that leave you feeling overwhelmed, depleted and full of resentment and frustration, then it can often feel like “what’s the point?” This is how I felt most of the time, and my birthday often highlighted that I was about to go into another year where I would experience more disappointment than joy.
I would often do my best to count my blessings and find reasons to be grateful. Most of the time I could find multiple reasons, but I also felt this nagging feeling in the back of my mind and bottom of my heart that life just didn’t seem worth it. I know this is a dark thought, but I also know many people can relate. I have been talking to women all over the US and there are so many people stuck in suffering. Many of us are emerging from a long list of adverse life experiences with no idea how to recover. The last three years alone brought intense levels of frustration, pain and suffering. Add to that many years of confusion and doubt beforehand and we can see why there is a mental health crisis worldwide.
I went through years of self doubt, wandering, searching, education, and a long list of therapists to try and find what I was looking for. To be honest, I wasn’t really sure what I was looking for, I just knew I hadn’t found it. I can confidently say now though that I am at peace. I have made sense of all my experiences and felt all the feelings about them. So. Many. Feelings.
I am excited about this trip around the sun because I am not only in a place of true joy and excitement for the future. I have also curated all I have learned into a transformation journey so others don’t have to live in that chronic empty state of frustration and suffering, searching for something, anything, to make it stop. It truly is my greatest joy to help others out of the darkness and into the full light of love that is buried deep within their hearts.
We get so locked down in lies and false beliefs that perpetuate emptiness, suffering and shame. It doesn’t matter what you have been through or what you have done, you can be FREE. You can live a life full of meaning and joy. You can arrive at your next birthday full of gratitude for the road that led you right to where you are.
I never dreamed I would be able to say those words with full honesty and sincerity, but here I am shouting them from the rooftops. I am determined to make 2023 not only the best year of my life, but the best year of as many other people’s lives as I can.
I have created a transformation journey that will lead you every step of the way. It would be my honor to lead you on this journey and help you create the life of your dreams. Click here to learn more! Here’s to making 2023 and my 45th trip around the sun the most amazing year yet!